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Frustrated Erwin let his head sink. In front of him, a pile of love-letters from secret admirers from everywhere within the Walls, every one of them saying how much they love and admire him for his courage. Even some from his beloved Legion couldn’t resist the urge and pressure of Valentine’s day and confessed their feelings. Some did it better, some did it worse, but in the end, he crushed every one of their dreams. He didn’t want to hurt them, but it just didn’t feel right to him, lying to them and playing their lover only that they would feel better. Wiping all the letters from his desk so that they decorated his f

Chapter Seven: http://fav.me/db6f49y (Warning: swearing) CHAPTER EIGHT One foot stepping back, then the other, leaving you space to enter the room. Her room. With every step you took, your knees trembled a little more, almost failing to keep you up as the fact you were entering her room started to invade your senses. The empty bed on the left. Anne’s bed. The sheets still neatly wrapped over the mattress. Her bed on the right, messy, sheets brushing the floor. The scent of chamomile. The unceasing creak of the floorboards. And her. Just there, behind you, standing, waiting. When you turned around slightly, you caught a glimpse of he

Chapter Seventeen: http://fav.me/dbcf7rx (Warning: swearing) CHAPTER EIGHTEEN Pitchers clang and chatter thundered between broad smiles and peals of laughter, the large room brightly lighted and riddled with bragging teens who had replaced their uniforms by shirts and skirts and loose fabrics draped on their still scar-free skin. Your back rested on one of the stone walls, eyes wandering over the space around and not quite hearing Ben proposing you a drink for the umpteenth time and Emil telling him once again that you were fine – and eyes not so unconsciously shifting and stopping maybe way too often on the closed entry on your righ

Chapter Sixteen: http://fav.me/dbbqfco (Warning: swearing) CHAPTER SEVENTEEN “Can I ask you what it says?” Erwin’s stare shifted from the envelope to your face, his feet halting, leaving you two standing in the middle of the courtyard as the breeze wafted some strands of hair in front of your eyes, clogging your vision from the empty field ahead. You felt your brows furrow as you tucked the locks back behind your ear, pondering about the things you should tell him and about the things you shouldn’t. He was in right to ask what this thing was about from the moment you requested him to play the messenger but, there

Chapter Fourteen: http://fav.me/dba2gbh (Warning: swearing) CHAPTER FIFTEEN Two years later, 850. “And what the fuck do you think you’re doing?” Just like that, all their previous excitement washed off, tensed and wide-eyed, everyone slowly turning to look over their shoulder as you walked leisurely to the middle of the field, hands shoved in your coat pockets, stopping right in front of the two girls – who seemed to have forgotten what the concept of batting a lash even was – just glaring at each other. “So?” you asked, feigning interest, raising your brows and cocking your head to the side, wa

Chapter Thirteen: http://fav.me/db8r5dc (Warning: swearing, moderate gore and violence) CHAPTER FOURTEEN Without you even had time to comprehend your body was moving, your hands clasped the controls on the side of your legs. Out of the fog, the drizzle melded with the spatters of blood erupting from the titan’s teeth. It tinted the rain in a faded pink as it plunged from the clouds, contrasting with the homogeneous grey surrounding you, and maybe it could have been beautiful in another situation or if it would have been some kind of natural phenomenon, but it wasn’t peaceful, nor was it beautiful. It was everything you were afr

Chapter Twelve: http://fav.me/db829hk (Warning: swearing, moderate gore) CHAPTER THIRTEEN The pounding of your heart was blindfolding, deafening. Your vision clouded, stamped in tiny black specks, the pictures blurrier and blurrier, the buzz in your ears ringing, all the racket, all the voices, muffled. Levi was speaking, shouting even. Out of the stifled din, it was the only thing you could hear. Still, it was all just syllables, noises, without any articulated words in there – none you could discern. It was just another layer on the nauseous pile of feelings you already had. You prayed for silence, utter and irrevocable. One you co

[Levi’s perspective:] Chaos ensues in the alley outside this cloudy, filthy bar. A foul blend of alcohol, cigarette smoke, blood and sweat permeate through the cramped space as chairs fly and punches are thrown. The commanding shouts of the police officers cut through the unintelligible mass of curses and threats from the brawl, merely adding to the deafening volume and decreasing what little space was left. I sink back into the shadows, observing the scene before me, undetected by the angry drunkards or frustrated cops in their struggle for victory. Although I utterly despise soiling my hands, I stand guilty for starting this. I purpo